Degraded...
There was not much time for me to post anything these days as i was busy.I came across something as each days pass by.Sometimes i felt i was being put aside however every last minute of this moment, there was responses to my senses.I bore it every day missing it so much.Fate had my life faded in shadows.
This morning i played soccer with my friend again and it was fun .Hope that now every saturday we would be able to meet up and play.It was tiring maybe due to the lack of excerise.I set a target from the following week onward.I decide to start training everyday till the day i report for NS.
There were times that you weren't know of how much i miss you.There were times that i yearned for a responses but there weren't.The consistency made me gone a little screw off.it maybe somethings that i was meant to suffer.
Droplets of tears that could never be wipe off .

Does 'shit' always happen?
These days my internet went nuts,so i was not able to load anything.Now i'm in my mum's office.
Realised that the distance was much more greater than ususal.There was something really pisses me off.In the night i looked at the sky and thought about it.However no matter how hard i thinked it was futile.I prayed hard lest somehting bad might happen.Taking of all pain and miserable thoughts away.There is nothing much that my friends could do but only brothers that fishes and catch carbs were able to bring joy every weekend.What was that shitty feeling?There was no warning for it had came has as an unexpected foreboding.
The seasons that died and had brought no life to one's expectations.

When i start counting my blessings,my whole life turned around.
There was alittle bit of tiredness in me.I resumed back to days that made my life bored.It had been the same routine everytime I worked.However still i meet my friends at times.When i reached home today ,I practised my guitar for two hours and watched dvd till just now.then now I am waiting for people to play game.Tired it is.
He could feel something still there but each time he sense it it grew weaker.Sometimes it grew alittle stronger but was not strong enough.He held onto it,pining hopes that every step made was not a mistake but a glimpse of hope.
Today I learned new things.You will not be able to let go something if you never even truly had it.
Good night to the forest of the night sky for they may had made beautiful dreams with the sound of the wind.Good night to meow meow[st] and wan xin.Good night to my friends.May all of you sleep soundlessly.

The art of being happy lies in the power of extracting happiness from commom things.
Today i did not went to work as i was tired;because i played games till four am.These few days was quite packed up.It seems there was lots of things for me to do.However not putting aside some important things,i attended to it.Perhaps most of the time i was left in dissapointment.Now there were two that truely know what had happen to the person in me.I thought of it almost every time but just could let it aside.Whenever i close my eyes i could picture it and whenever i stared into the night sky my heart ache.Maybe i was not good enough for the heaven had taken away my heart and soul leaving behind something called,sorrow.At times i get back what i yearn for.It may last a few sec min but still i'm already contend.
One day he found out something.A power so strong that he dare not accept into his life.He ask for answers and one replied to him.It said with great power comes with great responsibilities.Only if he truly understands it he will then posses the greater power of it.He saw a show saying that if one truly understands how to let it go it will attain the way.The way that holds forever happiness.
Still Confused In Every Move Made.

Angles in a lifetime...
Once again, I started to catch crabs and fish with my 'broz'.Although I maybe tired for the week,I still want to go some crabbing and fishing.It always very relaxing to do it.Everytime we went we had fun and there would be lots of stars in the sky.Like today,there were plenty.However we did not stayed through the night like before as it was a last minute plan.We caught lots of crabs and fishes.Now jy and zq at my house.
Night came,he felt fear was growing.He missed times when he had nothing to think and bother about.He missed times when he was alone watching stars.He missed times when his life was filled with beautiful memories.He missed things he once had.Now he missed a time.A time that he thought was beautiful.A time he thought that was filled with passion,care and laughter.
He became silence for once...
In anger that was augmenting in his,he kept his mouth shut.Without saying a word.A promise that was forgotten so fast.He just could bear the pain that was inflicted in his heart.
Good night to my friends and to you.